Man, did I have a good time
in OB,
much like the time a whale
I saw in a watercolor
on a table
in the middle of the street
seemed to be having
to me –
swimming
as I was feeling,
free,
out in the middle of the sea,
ever so pure
and naturally,
breathing easy,
savoring the best
that life offered
at that particular
place and time.
I have no idea
where this blacked tail whale
had been
or where it was going
but I,
I,
am rising
from dark places,
shedding grief
like leaves of fall,
gingerly leaning into the winds
of days ahead,
trying to give all I can to humanity
before I get my call.
And through it all
I am seeking as much fun
as there might be out there for me
between this very moment
and the one that introduces me to my destiny.
It was along such lines that I was in OB,
hanging out with, as we used to say in the 50’s,
my squeeze,
both of us looking
for some time together
at our ease
and we
checked into the Elsbree House
B&B
purposely
so we could walk
to enjoy
the annual festivities
hosted by 88.3.
The art.
The jazz.
The vibe.
The groove.
And Lord have mercy
there was music played
that would make
an inanimate object
jump up and move.
That is the flat out truth.
Salsa, Big Band, Boogie, Blues,
music to arouse,
music to soothe.
And a musician
I’ve heard and seen
ever since he first came on the scene
grabbed me up
and let me loose.
Maceo Parker:
James Brown’s longtime
number one man
and his band,
as only they can,
laid down some funky sounds
that would get residents of burial grounds
up on their feet
gittin’ down.
He had us
just as “The hardest working man in show business”
used to say: “Doing the do!
Doing the do!”
And like the whale
who I had seen
diving into the deep blue,
I dove into that sea
of earthiness
with my flukes
as dancing feet
following me into the hole,
wherein
every terpsichorean molecule
in my body and soul
took me under its control
and I was busting dance moves
I didn’t even know
I owned
along with every move
I’ve ever known.
I became a crafter of
smooooooth glides
and slides
and strides
like I was a member of the Temptations
on the side.
I don’t know where I found
those shoulder dips
accompanied by
my frozen 72 year old hips
which seemed to always
be two beats behind;
but I didn’t mind
with a horn section
blowing my mind
pouring out riffs
that would race
and then stop on a dime
while the heavy bass line
and the drums kept perfect time
like not doing so was a
capital crime
and the piano
kept laying down
notes and chords
mellow enough
to sweeten a lime.
Oh, what a time.
Just what I needed
on my climb
from the depths
of sorrow
to tomorrow.
Like a whale
swimming free in the middle of the sea,
being himself,
doing what comes about naturally,
I find myself feeling
more like me.
And if there’s a better place
to feel good than in OB,
then I hope somebody
reveals that place to me.
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And I still feel the same.
Marvelous!
Ernie,
Thank you for sharing your beautiful poem.
I am happy to know that you are again experiencing such joy and living life to the fullest!
shalom,
kim
Beautiful! Just Beautiful
I felt like I was there
thank you Ernie–that was some music!
Nice Ernie……Real nice
Ernie- I will never ever believe that your 72 year old hips are two beats behind. I’m enjoying the swim with you- out there.
Dear Ernie,
I smiled and smiled as I read this beautiful poem. You are remarkable!
Happy I am to know the joy of your experience.
Hugs,
Lauren